Welcome to my third blog post in a row about my inability to find a mentor for my project. Since my last post, I have continued to knock on the doors of possible mentorships and they have all been opened a crack and then slammed in my face. I can honestly say that I have been doing everything I can to find a mentorship, but nothing has come through yet.
It did not work out for me to mentor with my first interviewee because of confidentiality issues. I did find another possible opportunity with an interpreter at Parents' Place, a parents resource center, last weekend. It looked like it would be a good fit, but every event she would be interpreting for that I could shadow at is during school hours. I emailed her again to see if there were any others, and now she is not getting back to me. Currently, I am looking at any options that might be available with LACOE interpreters with the help of Mrs. Ortega, my English teacher. Today my dad emailed two contacts he has who might know of something I could pursue, and I asked Mrs. Bazaldua at IPoly if she knew of anyone in interpretation.
And so my grueling search for a mentor continues. Exasperated, discouraged, and impotent are some pretty good words to describe how I am feeling about this right now. It is very stressful, and, like I said in an earlier post, I feel that I cannot fully commit myself to my project and move on with it until I have my mentorship nailed down. For example, I have not thought about Independent Component 1 at all because I have been so consumed with finding a mentor. Also, since I do not know what field of interpretation my mentorship will be in (at this point the field or type does not matter to me), I have been unable to focus my research and instead am reading articles on all different types of interpretation and fields in which it is used. Because of this it often seems to me that I am wasting time reading very long, tedious articles that may or not be relevant to my project, but I have no way of determining this at the moment. I hate that senior project has barely started and I am already having major difficulties which I feel are out of my control.
Well, that's basically all I have to say. The only thing I can do is keep chasing any possibilities that come up and keep praying and hoping that I find something soon.
It did not work out for me to mentor with my first interviewee because of confidentiality issues. I did find another possible opportunity with an interpreter at Parents' Place, a parents resource center, last weekend. It looked like it would be a good fit, but every event she would be interpreting for that I could shadow at is during school hours. I emailed her again to see if there were any others, and now she is not getting back to me. Currently, I am looking at any options that might be available with LACOE interpreters with the help of Mrs. Ortega, my English teacher. Today my dad emailed two contacts he has who might know of something I could pursue, and I asked Mrs. Bazaldua at IPoly if she knew of anyone in interpretation.
And so my grueling search for a mentor continues. Exasperated, discouraged, and impotent are some pretty good words to describe how I am feeling about this right now. It is very stressful, and, like I said in an earlier post, I feel that I cannot fully commit myself to my project and move on with it until I have my mentorship nailed down. For example, I have not thought about Independent Component 1 at all because I have been so consumed with finding a mentor. Also, since I do not know what field of interpretation my mentorship will be in (at this point the field or type does not matter to me), I have been unable to focus my research and instead am reading articles on all different types of interpretation and fields in which it is used. Because of this it often seems to me that I am wasting time reading very long, tedious articles that may or not be relevant to my project, but I have no way of determining this at the moment. I hate that senior project has barely started and I am already having major difficulties which I feel are out of my control.
Well, that's basically all I have to say. The only thing I can do is keep chasing any possibilities that come up and keep praying and hoping that I find something soon.
Here is a kinda-funny comic to lighten up this depressing post. :) |